when I touch your hand
it's then I understand
the beauty lives within
it's now that we begin
you always light my way
whenever comes a day
no matter where I go
i always feel you so
Thursday, May 27, 2004
okie okie..i admit it okie..i din go 2 sch ytd!!BT..Bt okie i have a reason..i was sick,had stomach discomfort..was kinda board at hm n was indeed in pain..{^o^}..i juz wonder watZz e nex flu i will gt??haha..an accident/bein stabbed??haha..luckly i was at hm 2!!my dad almost fainted n worse he wen all stiff..HAAAAAAAAAAAAA....i was soo soo soo afraid tt mth might happen tt i panic..i called soo many pple..erm actually nt many pple it was my mum only..heez :p bt afte tt,i made my dad his lunch..erm..a bowl of bee hoon noodles wif sum meat n veg..had e same 2..bt except it was abit more saltier den his..
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now guess wat..i m gonna gt my mid year exams results tml..tml okie..hw freaky can tt be?so fast n nex wt elsa can i gt my N lvl starts n den i'll b gtin my WORSE NITEMARE..noe at is it?okie..it is non other den my N lvl results n tt will b in mid of december..hope it wont b on MY BIRTHDAY!!if it is,it is gonna b MY WORSE BIRTHAY EVA!!!i can nv show my face eva again..i hate exams..cuz i oways gt scoldin in e end of e day..wat e freak..nex i wil gt more scoldin from my reletives..i hate my life..y is other pplez life so much peaceful den mine?mine is nothing bt lyk a livin hell..okie..
{? } you're everything i know
Saturday, May 22, 2004
*sigh sigh*tis is e ONLY place tt i can express all my tots...i cant write it in2 a book cuz pple will read....cant even have a space of privercy...lifes unfair..hate it...i had a nitemare last nite...dreamed tt i was in e toilet n nex wen i wanna clean my face,my face changed in2 a monster...*haaaaaaaaa*i m in a terriable mood nw..i still m mad over all my problems..i havent smiled for abt 4 days n tt is 24x4=96hrs...96hrs+14hrs=110hrs...hu can eva beat tt record ar?if there is tell me...i'd lyk 2 compeat wif tt person...y is my life lyk tiz?can any1 ans my qus????
no. 1 y did god give e brains ONLY 2 my bro n not me?
no. 2 y cant i leave tiz world if nt can i leave tiz bloody country?
life is a picture of SHIT...SHIT i tell u..hate life hate life..i'd rather torture myself den 2 make myslef leave a happy life...my parents said of goin out 4 dinner last nite bt my aunty said dun wanna go so in e end we din..i knew it cuz it happen everytime..it is her birthday 2dae..she jus came 2 my house..passed us sum food n i wished her happy birthday..always e same old rutin....i dun feel lyk celebratin my birthday wif ani of my fellow family memebers cuz tt's e only time they show care 4 me n on other days,they take me as a pic of shit..i m lyk a boxin bag 4 them..angry scold me..happy oso scold me...wat kind of shit is tt???idiot...hate life....tiz is hell 4 me.........
{? } you're everything i know
Thursday, May 20, 2004
2dae i cried i was upset...i cried 4 abt an hr *i tink*my frnds were all there 2 comfort me..we were in e toilet on top of e toliet plunger bt on top of it,there is smth 2 cover(dunno hw 2 call it)..i was so upset..every's comparin me 2 my bro..i hate tt...Y?Y?Y?Y din god give me brain lyk my bro!!i dun lyk it...,life 2 me is meaninless..i tell sum1 my probs n they will tell sum1 else..arrrrr...i can nv trust ani1...no matter wat grade i gt 4 me exams,every1's nv happy wif it.. ): better 2 b dead den 2 live..life suxz..
{? } you're everything i know
hey...i juz came home frm sch..noe wat happen 2dae?
d police n ambulance came 2 my sch 2dae! Y? cuz 1 of d sch boys gt beaten up,i dunno him very well thou..he gt beaten on d head blood drippin all over e place..poor poor ting..his mum came cring..he gt beaten outside d sch bt manage 2 run back 2 b attanded 2..hope he is alrite n will recover soon!!!
{? } you're everything i know
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when i touch your hand
it is then that i understand
no matter where i go
i will always feel you so.
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