Thursday, December 09, 2004
i really duno watz wrong wif me...haha..my frndz say im weird..cuz i suddenly change my likes on zhao wei...haha..they all say ttz nt d real mi..really?haha...mayb...i will change..2dae i duno if my dae was good or bad either...letz point out wat i did 2dae okie...hmmm...i went 2 c on my teeth n went out wof yeeling jie n my 2 little couzies...heez..haiz..1der wat 1 did...my mood juz change soo fast..everytime i c a glass pot or a vase,im owayz reminded of wat happen wen i went wof siang jie jie,meiyi n yeeling jie out 2 buy her cloths..im oways reminded of d breaking sounds..**confess**i broke a vase at a jwellery stall..really guilty n everyting..wat sld i do??everytime i c a glass pot or glass vase my mind oways flasebacks on d verydae...**[fualt]**mine..haha..my mood is terrible nw...*EXTREAMLY*i hate life so much bt love it 2...im all mixed up..totally..i duno wat 2 do..help..YEEKZ..my life is juz lyk a stock market bt WORSE den it..it can go up so fast n suddenly down lyk a crashin plane..hmm...as i owayz say..haha...my 2 fav pharse..you fell once, twice, but don’t ever give up half way in reaching for your goals…n life is lyk a movie..bt there is 1 differance..u r d actor,d director,d scriptwritter n audiance..bt d prob is u cant rewrite d story line s wat is oways done...
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
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Fustrated:.i m extreamly all worked up...i dunno wat i really wan now..which is more important 2 mi?my frnds or my dreams?within tiz 2 which sld i choose?is tt d ITE tt most of my gd frnds r goin 2 does nt hab course tt i wan n d ITE tt i dunno whu will go,has my course...n a BIG prob...both schz r close 2 my home...which 1 which 1 sld i choose?i cried alot ytd cuz i was all fustrated..i really juz dunno..wat sld i do?n i've oready promised my grndma tt i will fulfill my dreams no matter wat..i really dunno...i really dunno..n my results r comin out in 9 days time...n i habent made my desion yet..wat sld i do????
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Happy:.haha...okie ttz my fuz im happy cuz zhao wei is cumin down...weired y did suddenly start 2 lyk her??i myself cant ans..bt find her a gd singer n actress..pretty 2...haha...heard tt she will b a prsenter at d star awards..cool...totaly cool...haiz...nv seen her b4 in singapore haha..1st time ba...sld i go?i duno..another fuz...YEEKZ...*:(
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Tuesday, December 07, 2004
at last im back again...i redid my site...haha...duno watz wrong wif me??itz lyk love is in d air...haha...i m damit...mad..haha..jkjk...it has been so long since i stepped in here thou..miz alot..aniway..holi has been gr8..watch tv all d way n gt a job gt mi 1st pay..haha..cool yeah...bt nw no longer..m nw volerterrin n schz as hey hey...a tcher..love kids...so cute n adoreable...is lyk wen i c dem n i m down i turn sooo happy..aft my grdma passed away which was nt 2 long ago,i promised her tt i will gt 2 my dreams n fulfill it no matter wat n ttz wat im gonna do...rite away...jan..jia you o..haha..
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