Monday, October 31, 2005
JAN SAYS:
- ChrIs: 29 oCt - happy belated burfdae.. sorry .. bt i wish u all d best.
- Ying: 4 Nov - Happy burfdae.. if i do 4gt..u noe me.. miss STM..haha..
- ClAra: 7 Nov - Happy burfdae in advance.. hope u'll achive all u want and everyting.. miss ya.. muckz..
- yEe lIng jiE: 9 Nov - Happy burfdae.. we wont c each other bt mostly on msn or here.. happy burfdae.. mucks..
- ConniE: 11 Nov: Happy burfdae.. 17th burfdae.. hope you'll b 4eva HAPPIE...
- ShI meI:13 Nov - Happie burfdae..haha.. dun worry. will wish u in sch too..haha..
- sIyU: 14 Nov - u too.. happie burfdae.. wish u in sch..
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NOTE 2 K.H
:SORRY I NOE I'VE BEEN BOTHERIN U.. BT WEN EVA IM SAD, U R OWAYS IN MY MIND.. I NOE I HAVE BEEN SCARING U AS I CRY IN FRONT OF U.. SOLI.. I'LL EXPLAIN TO U SOON.. JUS AS SOON AS I SATTLE DWN.. LOVE U LOTZ LOTZ.. SORRY 2 WORRY U.. MUCKS..
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hmmz.. havent post in days le..
letz c.. monday i 4gt, tuesday i 4gt, wednesday, hmm.. 4gt tt day too, thursday 4gt too and friday.. yup.. i remember tt 1.. arh.. i rolled over tiz passengers foot.. **ouch** soli.. he muz hav been cursing me as i had twichin eyes tt day..haha..
sat..i did wk again.. mummy no happy.. :( hamps.. haha..**blush blush** i pushed tis realli cute guy.. okie... i have 2 admit, i din push him as he pushed him ownself.. he's an alenth(spellin rong) a few of them.. ahh.. they were goin 4 d euro championship.. haa.. had a real fun day.. haha..
sun.. church.. taught.. haha dylis was sooo cute wif kenneth..haha.. makes a 1derful couple...haha.. love d kids lots lots..
today n ttz monday.. exam.. it was sooooooooo hard.. i omost gave up..thx wei.. if u were nt there, i sure mati.. nt 2 4gt charmain n xiang.. both helped me alot.. haha.. n u gave me most of d ans.. oppz.. i sld nt have said it. haha.. after sch, wen marina bay to fly kite.. our kite flew sooo high.. wow.. havent flown a kite 4 such a long time.. Jan says:"Erm.. if i had a chance, sorry 2 d stranger i scolded.. i din mean it bt u hit me quite hard n erm.. too bad n sorry, i had a bad hair day.. bt realy sorry. i din mean wat i said.." hope 2 gt my new hp soonn.. haahaa..so Xcitin..haha
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
*yummy* had homemade chicken rice today.. hmmm... 4ko's bdae today too.. wanted 2 wish her bt she aint in. today's lesson din go well. was super stressful day 4 moi. had 2 handle wif many stuff.. hmm.. examz ard e corner n cher is teachin super fast.. i dunno. bt i hab a kinda feelin tt im habin some probs wif F***Z.. haha.. dunno.. mayb im tinkin too much.. bt i juz feel it.. it seems lyk we're driftin apart.. nt alittle bt alot lol.. haiz.. alicia lend me sum wonderful books.. very interestin.. omg.. im sumwat in love wif it... heart bubblez..haha.. im still on d look out of Leanne Banks books.. hope i'll find it soon.. been habin S.T.M now.. ahhh.. gettin old..erm.. LAME..*L*
Dear god. i pray tt all tings will go smoothly 4 moi. pray tt you'll guide me thru all obsticals of life.. my journey thru life is a hardship at times bt i noe you're there constenly guiding me.. pray tt you'll ans me in any form of ways n teach me 2 change in character n thinkin too.. love u god.. Amen..
*Quote*(in life, i have learn 1 important ting. and tt is to keep all tings to yrself n nt let it out. write it dwn in a book or diary or pray. in many ways, bottle it up.)
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haiz.. raining today heavily.. ahhh.... i still remember wat i use to tell siwei.. hmm.. wen it rains, it means tt heaven is upsad or unhappy abt something. Wen u c black clouds, it means tt evil spirts r here to scare d little kids bt dun worry, the good spirts(white clouds) will chase them away.. haha.. *yuan* ytd i slept late again last nite.. 2am.. cld nt wake up tiz morning n lazy 2 wake up too.. haha.. i goin gaga over romance stuff.. omg.. im mad.. haha.. hmm... i gtg.. b back 2nite 2 add on.. frnds cumin over.. :)
(siwei hope u're better.. may u gt better soon.. n hope u'll do excellent 4 ur examz too.. jia you..)
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ive updated new pics today.. schs boring.. i wanna go 4 holi n i wan holi 2 start soon too.. ahh... hope i get my job.. *yuan* gettin tired.. hmm.. exams n projects n memorizing r killin me.. help!!!! haha..
~life back 2 normal
~totaly engross over Romance now..ohoh..
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Sunday, October 16, 2005
OMG.. i gt caught in d rain..it was rainin cats n dogs.. i was lyk totally frezzin.. frm church 2 d bus stop was okie bt reachin my bus stop 2 home was NOT!!! every1 watched me run 4 shalter.. *sob sob* in d end, i had 2 find shalter at aunty emily's place.. luckily they were at home or else... ahhhh... i dun wan 2 tink of other wise.. been havin chest pain on n off oso dunno y.. haha..mayb im ageing..haha..erm..oppz.. :)
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put up pics on d rite
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Saturday, October 15, 2005
~SIWEI~ read her blog.. really mis her alot.. (haha..i cld nt pronounce her name properly wen i was much younger.. oways mispronouncing her name..oppz n u had 2 teach me how 2 pronounce it properly)~
http://silverymoments.blogspot.com~ grew up together, we both were more lyk sisters but closer den tt. nv did we fight, nv did we fail 2 b there 4 each other. we did everyting 2gether. We both have our similarities such as we both love junk food and chocolatez.. Yaa.. i muz our days wen we ate from the same pot of porriage. halfed an apple.and we teachin each other how to cross the road, not to forget our pillow fight we use 2 have jumping on e beds makin a mess, play dress up, bakin cookies etc... remember our little gurl dream?? 2go2 e same sch n we did.. sec life came n we dreams were fulfilled. We entered d same sch, havin u as my god sis, writin letters 2 each other wif out fail and celebratin each others burfdae 2gether..
Lantern fest was a memorable 1.. walkin thru d cemetery's past midnite wif jus 2 lanterns n we clung on 2 each other tightly. funny ting, our parents din noe we wen there..haha..
i still clearly remember our times in sennett n wat we did..was sooo fun...i mis our game.. our lets see who cry 1st.. bt wen u r sad u oways win n i'll b there crying wif u. n wen im sad i win n u'll seat bside me n cry wif me.. we shared our sorrows n pain n our most deepest secrets wif each other.
b4 u left u baked me sum cookies n b4 u left i baked u a chocolate cake..almost d same.
I'll leave a note 4 u here on n off as often as i can.. i miss u ...
love u.. 4eva will u b my gardian angel n my soulmate.
signin off jan
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Friday, October 07, 2005
Why me? why? im always at fault.. if clothings aint done mum n dad always look up 4 me.. i've seen so many of my frnds bt their parents dun do tt 2 them.. i try 2 make my parents happy bt they always come back screaming at me.. mayb is bcuz im in ite or mayb im frm nt or em3 while kor is in jc, frm ACS(I), studning medi amin 4 a doc degree while me? nth. or mayb cuz my 3 younger cousins 1 frm a top gals school d other 2 in a wel known sch as 1 is in em1 n d other in a gd stream n i was nt.. I hate life.. Y was i born d youngest. Y was born a gal nt a boy? dad n mum always dots on kor. Y? ZHONG NAN QING NUI!!!! nt fair nt fair.. y can kor have late nites n i cant? y? y? wat if i was nv here!!!! LIFE IS NV FAIR!!!!! i try my best... i really tried my best.. y cant u all c??? wish siwei was here!! i really miss her.. duno y.. everytime im sad, i always remember abt d childhood days.. why cant i turn back time n be young again? Can someone make a time machine n tunr back time 4 me? or someone plz rewrite history...
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Monday, October 03, 2005
Jus arrived home from ah tai po po's wake. is 1340. Cant believe that once u say leave you'll depart. to have a family member or someone so close to u depart, is really a heart pain ting. mostly pple wil say, lyk animals, once they die, buy another one lah or once spoil buy another. But no! Life is not that. once u go, no one can replace hu u were. Ah tai po po was one of a kind u may say. She was mor lyk jesus. she helps others wen their in need. Thou she's old, she lived a happy life. I stil remember those days wen i wen 2 c her. Her words to me still lingers within me. She'll say. "Mei mei nei you tok shi ma?, can lek tok she and you tang papa mama." Thou i noe little canto, is translated 2 tiz. "Mei mei you got study? must study hard and must listen to your parents." Will update her historical profile soon.. mayb bah.. Ah tai po po will always stay in my heart 4eva. Miss her dearly..
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