Thursday, December 22, 2005
hmm.. what shall i write? i woke up crying as i still had the pain. i prayed and prayed. But this time round, i didn't pray using my heart but my mouth. I said it iut loud to God, to Jesus and heaven. I know they hear me. Yesterday, i went to see grandma. Thou grandma is always on bed, i still spoke to her as i know, she hears me. When i spoke to her, i felt her hands move and she made sounds which she hardly made. I think she was trying to tell me that she hears me and loves me.
Went to siwei's house after lunch. i was super board at home. Miss mummy. Watched a few vcds here and there, 3ple nine and jumping the controls on the 7pm show. oppz.. I left to go home. skipped dinner as i had a bit at wei's place. went christmas delivering. House to house. We delivered most of the presents went to aunty doreens house as Jon had to help with the com(his a com expert, I know, i learn com parts but is more of they know me then i know them. I cant even different shade a male and female com part. ): ) Had log cake and cookies there. came home, missed jogging. i think i should consult a doc. having pain at around my kidney area.. haiz!! me? so troublesome.. so much P R O B L E M.. ya.. whats my problem.. i slept.. just woke up and here i am.. writing...erm.. nono.. is typing my journal of yesterday..
try to write tonight..
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