Friday, December 23, 2005
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Emotions~
I blogging for yesterdays misses.
1300,took judith to orchard. Went shopping/ christmas shopping. ooo.. forgot to tell you, at NE Line yesterday, the MRT people were caroling and giving out big red Santa boots withh chocolate candy in it. We went to boarders then lucky plaza then wisma then home.. Boring? I'll note down what i did.
Boarders, Bought stuff, (Jud bought most)
Lucky Plaza, I bought perfume.
Wisma, Went for a drink. Then home.
I've been weird. As people who know me, im not the person who donates. But yesterday, at orchard, i saw this school gals asking for donations and i donated a dollar.(mostly i just walk off or just drop in a 10/20 cent coin) Walking pass the salvation army people, and donated $2(as usual, i mostly just wont care), i donated another few bucks with Jud to add $10 for the needy childrens. I felt guilt and pain in the chest when i saw this lady drop her umbralla pouch, i didnt tell her. Mostly i'll be like. Nevermind. But why? why am i feeling all this weird stuff. When i dont do the right thing, i feel guilt burn within me and my chest turns pain.
Was munjula's birthday today too. Got her a gift. Got Judith her christmas present too.
Went for my jog. We didnt jog. We walked. Floor was slippery. Walked till it started to drizzle. Siwei told me her great news. She got into Uni. The best Uni in aus/perth. When i heard it, i was so happy, overjoyed for her. If she could get in, and if she is happy where she is, i will give her my blessings and will wish her my happiness. Seriously, Siwei is now like my pain killer. I'm always having the chest pain. But with her, she kills them all. We ended the jog by going to her place for a cup of milo. i came home before midnight. A good cinderella i m.. i obeyed fairy god mothers magic..haha.. I came home, and mummy called. I miss mummy alot..
She told me to email her the books i wanted. i will soon..Mummy seems to be enjoying herself. I told her about my chest pain and asked her why? She said it's due to emotions. It will go away soon but no! its been like that for days.
Now its
0848 thats what i see on my com screen. I just woke up not so long ago. The first thing i did was blog. I woke up not because im not sleepy but the pain came back. That woke me up. I want to change. I'm going to be a better person and im trying to improve.. HELP ME!!
My bro is going to donate blood soon. So am i. I made up my mind. Will donate my blood as most people might need it more then i do. If is not going to be pain, Will try my best to donate evey month.
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